New Life

so i've been thinking about this for awhile....so i made my blog in early january, back when i still talked to a few people that i now don't talk to. its not that i don't like them anymore necessarily, but i've moved on and i trusted them, and they left me in the dust. So they know i have this blog, and i know they still read it, but why should i have any contact with them anymore at all? They are the ones that screwed me over, why should they know about my life, why should they download my music and then make a cd and play it for their bf/gf and say they found the music. Why? I am not talking specifically about two people, there are a couple more, and i have forgiven those who hurt me months ago, because i am a good person, unlike you. You act like you are living a life that you always wanted, but in actuality you are trying to do things that make you feel good about losing me as a friend, but its all bullshit. Honestly i just laugh when i hear about all of this. The fact that we all could have had at least a social relationship, but you all so willingly end it because you try to fill the void in your lives...hahahaha Let me tell you, your void will never be filled. i am not saying i am that person to do that, as i am not, but no person will. You act that the person you are with will keep you happy...Well you know what, i wish you the best of luck but when both of those relationships end, i'm going to laugh, because the closest friend you had won't be there, but nonetheless, good luck! seriously, if either of those relationships work, (i'm not talking about you couple others) then i would love to go to the wedding! What's meant to be, is meant to be, but the idea that i lost who i considered to be one of the best men at my wedding, hurts.
Btw i believe i am owed 20 dollars, and some cd's that were borrowed. Those can be returned to my REAL best friend. You know who you are... miss you bro! But sorry, you fucked me royally...good luck with everything in the future.
So yes, i will be ending this blog in the next few weeks. i'm not sure when, i need to think of a new website name, and get the emails of all of my regular readers so i can give them the new address. maybe i'll wait longer to get rid of it, but say goodbye to justice will say goodbye someday soon.
i encourage you to still read till that final day, because maybe i will never see you again eh?

today was a good day, good friday so i of course went to mass, but at st. matthew's, that was weird, i haven't been there in years, but i will be spending a lot of time there in the next few months, and a lot during the summer.
Shopping, sushi, and then the bank job. Goooooooood movie, i def recommend it, really really good british heist thriller.
Tomorrow night will be spent cooking and cleaning like crazy, as i can now actually make food haha. As sunday will of course have 347 people at my house, hahaha.
okay i have to get up sooooo early tomorrow, so i'll call it a night. but with the topic tonight, i think i'll post two very good covers of the perfect joy division song "love will tear us apart." Both are sooo different, one is of the great jose gonzalez and the other is somewhat electronic. Enjoy, and don't forget to give me credit for giving it to you. haha. thanks.

Jose Gonzalez - Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division Cover)
Honeyroot - Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division Cover)