i find it strange how many things i notice now, that i never used to. I used to judge people by the way i looked at them, but i've come so far since those days, it really is amazing, i feel like i'm watching that horrible, "my name is earl" show and i just won a bunch of money and now i want to apologize to everyone i've wronged. But you know what, i'm past the whole apology thing as well. In the past month or so i've apologized to a lot of people but we can't apologize for who we are, we have to accept who we are, and do nothing but move forward. Don't get me wrong, if everyone in this world apologized, there would be world peace, and if i run into someone i've wronged, then of course i would apologize if the time was right, but we can never live in the past, you can never judge a person by who they used to be, that is why i forgive everyone. If you are hurt, of course you are angry, but is life worth being angry? I know i want to live a long prosperous life, and if you asked me a few months ago if i would rather have a successful career and have a lot of money, or if i would rather love my job and maybe not make a lot of money, i would've said make a lot of money. But i've come to understand what is life worth if you can't enjoy who you are. love who you are, not who you want to be.
okay, enough with the sappy talk, it must've been another daydream, haha. ahh! natalie portman on conan! Speaking of natalie portman williams, for those who are a total geek like me, i found the coolest site that explains storylines far beyond the star wars movies, and where you can read star wars episodes 7-9!! Episode 7 isn't so great, but 8 and 9 seem really cool. Also, if you look at the history of the sith, or history of the jedi, you can read about jedi's of the past, and like who trained palpatine, and who trained yoda and mace windu...its really cool! www.supershadow.com
From what i've heard, the star wars: clone wars animated movies are far better then the real ones, so i moved those up on my netflix list, so after i finish my next two docs those are coming, suhweet.
Okay, to be honest, i don't have time to find music as much as i used to, i might have to cut down posting to a few times a week, but we'll see. But tonight, i have a really really good sonic youth cover by the yeah yeah yeahs, and a crazyyy acapella version of neon bible, sounds really cool. Busy day tomorrow, i'm getting a facial! hahaha wow, that plus my talk of project runway sounds sooooo hetero right?
btw: natalie portman's favorite band: tokyo police club! oh god please make more girls like this...
Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Diamond Sea (Sonic Youth Cover)
Operation Bumblebee - Neon Bible (The Arcade Fire Cover)
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